well sleeping away a bad day definitely WORKS!
awesomeness cos today i woke up with a good feeling about things.
Firstly, GUAVAs are freaking hard to eat when u have braces that have tightened. D: boo to that.
2ndly, somehow some pizza found its way into my mouth!! when i wanted to go w/o dinner cos i ATE SO MUCH today. smt wrong with PPH seriously, all of us have cravings and crazy appetite today. we ate so much we became BLOATED. gosh..
nooooooo......
ok la, actually i dun really care about that anymore, i ate 4 slices of pizza and now a plate full of fruits. HARDCORE stuffing myself. and somehow its never enough! WHYYYYYY... i must be craving for smt out of this country. mayb japan. mmmm
tmr's a really REALLY impt day. REALLY REALLY IMPORTANT!
im not sure what to make of it.
Lend me some strength, i wish i was stronger.
6mths already!!
and also, tmr is the NATIONAL TRIALS for floorball women!!!
im really distracted right now. trying to blog but having mixed feelings and distractions everywhere...
Last thing...
I WAS PART OF THE SURGERYYYYYY OOOOOMMMMGGGGG !!!!
hell of a fun time! im so excited i couldnt stop using CAPS. I HELPED! i helped i helped i helped!!!!!! well, i wasnt posted to clinic for the short period during the holis so to be expected when its my FIRST TIME VIEWING the castration and spaying of the cats-of-TAF.
castration is so damn easy. Guys. . . Boys out there. human anatomy aint so different. heeeeee, better beware the next time u wanna call me FAT.
Enjoyed myself thoroughly, even tho i was totally unaware of my "post" as a surgical assistant non sterile. I GOT TO DO INTUBATION for mama!! OMG!! SO COOL! I DID IT I DID IT I DID IT. im soooo happpy! its my first time intubating and also the first time i've seen an intubation of a cat! whoots, so proud of myself. and the best part is that our teacher actually said, "GOOD", "good job" !! he rarely says that la!
i could feel my face turn hot when i was concentrating on pulling the tongue and putting the intubation tube in, trying to "recall" what Dr walt said abt the laryngeal tube, and the hyalin cartilage lining. trying to imagine but i totally made up my mind that I WANTED TO DO THIS RIGHT. i wanted to INTUBATE the cat.. accomplish smt instead of just sitting around passing instruments around (i tot thats the job of my position)
then afterwards, i was greeted with a pleasant surprise, i was supposed to also dress up the surgeon and the asst surgeon and prep the instruments and cloths n such. I GOT TO DRAP DR good-looking!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh man oh man oh man. i think everyone saw my expression on the video cam, (yes there was a cam recording everything)
HA! i bet they were jealous! i had to tie up and drap the doc up and VALARIE too, luckily i dun need to dress up val's william (pimple) heeheeee....
The whole surgery was just awesome.
im actually really tired, PT was good too. im proud of my girls, i can see a steady improvement.
go go go!
to be cont...
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its all coming back to me... :D
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Every dark cloud has a silver lining.
or smt like that. :D
in my times of darkest moments, i realize who and what i've got.
im really greatful for it, thanks everyone!!! reallly appreciate the wonderful timing! ahhaa, its nice to have friends to rely on, people that care.
WHOOTS! i feel so much better now.
i've got plenty of reason to smile....
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Officially THE WORST DAY EVER.
i HATE TODAY. i HATE IT.
a series of unfortunate events, PLUS it has a sequel.
The worst day ever! I HATE HATE HATE HATE TODAY. go and never come back you stupid 11th of july!
I needed one, a breakdown.
Only one in the world knows how to soothe me like u do.
just when i tot that life is so full of crap, i saw ur cute furry head sticking out of my window, checking out the world. and also letting out an occasional bark to let everyone know ur there. as i approach u saw me and knew it was me, instant reaction. Open the door to see ur brown face, brown eyes full of concern and miss-es. i've not come home last night.
Just as i had the worst day ever coming to an end, it got worse. I got a call from daddy, not exactly the best thing in the world. i got an earful of angry complaints, somewhere along the lines of me not taking care of my mum and doing bad things all the time and something abt a quarrel that 'supposedly' happened but i knew nothing abt!
So he goes on to interrogate and leaves no chance for me to explain.
From bad to worse, now the ugly.
Mum starts to nag once dad puts down the phone. She also interrogates me and i can see where she's driving at.
She thinks, im secretly taking money from her.. to learn driving secretly. and since i've got friends who drive, she thinks i think its COOL or FUN or CHEAPER to learn from them ILLEGALLY. seriously.. she thinks i have too much free time.
She kept nagging abt how dangerous it is to drive without license and however tempting it is, i should not try it yada yada bla bla bla. thing is, she's given me permission to learn driving, i declined becos im concentrating on my floorball now, no time to take the tests and all that. I TURNED IT DOWN. which part of that suggests that i would secretly go learn driving myself?!?@!?*$%
She really thinks im so stupid. i am amazed, i thought i proved myself during O levels.
So in the midst of telling her im not so stupid, angry tears leaked out by themself. The stress is getting to me. cant i just have a normal life and just study and play floorball? must it be so hard? must i be given 10000 responsibilities and be questioned abt that?
why are my parents NOT NORMAL and just stay in singapore.
why is my mum not cooking for me and driving me around like how some other kids are so lucky to have.
its just too bad. just dont make it any harder...
At the sight of angry tears, my cutest and most understanding loving doggy of mine got worried and sulked on my pillow, afraid that any big movements would trigger a frenzy of attack from my mum or me. Threw myself on my bed and didnt care, i just hugged him and cried all i wanted. surprisingly, he didnt move an inch, he jus let me. KNOWING him, he doesnt reaaaaally cuddle or like ppl pushing thier face into his fur. After my mum left, he decided enough was enough and attempted to lick every last tear off my face..
how am i ever gona live without you?
i dont think i can...
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IntraCardiac blood collection
saddistic
blood filled syringes
PPH at the wet market. :X
GILLS. grrrrrosssssss
its just aslp
wet market FISH
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9th July 09
9th..
9th!!
tmr is the 10th ! you know i know u know what that means!
Ok, for all that ask me/tell me im not excited, you're not wrong...
its just that, i've pictured this day to come, 4 months ago. its kinda hard to stay excited for 4 months. when i see you tmr, definitely you'll know.
MEANWHILE, my dear Williams and Billys or was it BOBs? (my pimples) are sprouting like no ones business. i am rather stressed i guess. Heeee.......
Project. Tests. Projects. Tests. Projects. Tests.
Today however was the MOST disgusting and BORING lab we've ever had in a long time.
LAST lab: FISH.
As in like those..market fish. hahaha!!! i imagined us skin scraping a guppy or something similar in size. What a shock what a shock! we got this GAPING BIG UGLY SMELLY SLIMY fish. Who knew fish could harm... seriously, its amazing. Out of all our practicals, this is THE first time i've seen so many ppl in our class get HURT.
Birds, Cats, Dogs, Mice, Rats, Rabbits. we are fine.
you give us FISH. they draw blood.
Neh got 'First blood' by the big ugly fish. The fins are sharp and they flop around as fish do. unpredictable and slimy. Whilst trying to bring it onto the table top (not top table, HA cheap thrill) it flopped and jived and somehow scratched neh with its fins.
Not surprisingly, i drew 2nd blood, some whacko fish pulled a fast one on me and also scratched me with its fins.
*pregnant pause*
whoops, i lost my train of thought totally because i decided to multitask and do research for SAP project. ended up totally researching.
GAH.
at least im getting a fresh wave of new songs from BAO BAO. YES! my MP3 shall no longer re-play the same same same same same same same same songs again and again.
phew.
can i sleep? i wonder.
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Online in the wee hours of the morning, this can only mean one thing!!!
There are exams/tests/projects due........
and i dont wanna do it.
HA.
So heres a little update:
Today Went for a friendly match against NTU, good game.. abit messy but quite fun la.
our loyal supporters!!
why so serious?
KFC. HEHE.
super mega ultra omgoodnesss HIGHSTICK to the MAX.
so embarrassing
go team!
like. WHAT SIOL. (hehe)
faceoff
Thanks to some great advice from Bei-yong-jin, i managed to put in one goal and an assist! very happy... and i also reached enlightenment of some sort..
i will definately work on my wrist shot from now onwards...
BAH! so many projects, tests, Quiz 2's and training.
common school! gimme a break!
i want to be better.
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